Tuesday - March 25, 2008
Were You There Too, Mom?
It was windy outside this afternoon. I didn’t turn the aircon on. I couldn’t find the remote controller anyway. I thought it was going to rain, but unexpectedly the rain didn’t come until I woke up. It was after my journey ended…
I was with Vivi, Ella, and some other friends in theporch of my (imaginary, possibly future) of my house. The weather was fine and it was Sunday afternoon. There were trees and flowers surrounding us, and strangely it’s close to St. Carolus hospital (which is actually surrounded by buildings in Salemba).
Ella and Vivi planned to go to Plaza Senayan. They didn’t tell me, but I knew it somehow.
Suddenly, I was at the entrance of the hospital and it’s dark outside. I wanted to go in since there was a short-cut from there to some place I wanted to go, but I can’t recall where’s the place. The securities stopped me. But then I saw Doctor Parlin which was the doctor of my (late) mother which she visited since the first years of her sickness. He forgot that Mom had died and asked me how she was. I told him that Mom was no longer with us, and asked his help if he could let me in. Then he let me in.
Once I was there, I saw a dark and big cemetery in front of the hospital. I got lost there, like many other visitors. None of them looked sad, but we all looked for the way to get to the place we wanted to go.
We didn’t find it.
I was sweating when I woke up. It was hot. I looked for the remote controller, and found it. It’s actually just on my pillow…
HospitalTo see a hospital in your dream, symbolizes your need to heal or improve your physical or mental heath. You need to get back to the flow of everyday life.
CemeteryTo dream that you are in a cemetery, indicates an end to a habit or behavior. You are experiencing a rebirth. More directly, the dream may symbolize sadness, unresolved grief or your fears about death.
Well, it’s just a dream anyway, right?


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