Friday - January 12, 2007
Mothering My Father
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I don’t miss him at all and I don’t understand why he came in to my dream last night…
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He got really mad when I seemed that I don’t believe in his “story”.
I was quite upset though that he likes being in front of the fan topless. I told him it’s bad for his lungs and he could get cold. He got upset and asked me to stop telling him what to do. So I stopped talking. I don’t want to argue as it’d worsen his blood pressure…
It’s not easy to mother my own father…
